Yesterday, my love for my Weber propane portable grill was renewed. For the first time of the season I fired up the grill and was reminded just how much I love it. I can tell it is going to be a great summer. I have included a horrible self portrait of me and my Weber from my Mother’s Day Dinner BBQ. Mom, wish I could have been in your backyard for the BBQ with the fam! I would like to send out my deepest thanks to Phil and Stacy for getting me my fabulous grill that made my day, maybe even my week. And yes, I am going to get the stand so I don’t have to huddle on the ground over my precious Weber.
Oh, for those waiting for more Maui pictures some can be found via the Flickr link to the right. Enjoy. My vacation tan is already fading... so sad.
Fountain Pepsi and Goldfish Crackers. Pavlov was onto something when he discovered and researched the idea of conditional reflexes. I realized recently that whenever I eat Goldfish crackers (I keep a stash in my desk at work) I crave Pepsi. I trace it back to a couple years in high school of after school snacks of Better Cheddars and Pepsi with my sister, Lyndsey, while watching Days of Our Lives. Anyway, this new awareness of my conditioned craving led me to thinking about Ivan Pavlov with his research with dogs (though I agree I have grossly simplified his research and scientific intentions). All this thinking has made me aware of these reflexes randomly throughout the day. There are numerous menial responses all the way up to more serious ones, for instance, how I respond when I'm hurt by someone (or even predicting being hurt) by putting up walls with people. It makes me wonder where else I may respond this way. I want to live a life that is intentional and not conditional. I pray that God will make me aware of these responses and lead me to live an intentional life, each day. Though I do anticipate consuming the occasional fountain Pepsi and Goldfish cracker. 
